I really hope so

We come into this world unknown

But know that we are not alone

They try and knock us down

A change is coming, it's our turn now

Hey everybody loses it

Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes

And hey, yeah I know what you're going through

Don't let it get the best of you

You'll make it out alive.

Oh people like us we gotta stick together

Keep your head up nothing lasts forever

Here's to the damned to the lost and forgotten

Its hard to get high when you're living on the bottom.

Oh, oh, we are all misfits living in a world on fire

Oh, oh, sing it for the people like us, the people like us

Hey this is not a funeral

It's a revolution, after all your tears have turned to rage

Just wait, everything will be okay

Even when you're feeling like it's going down in flames

Oh people like us we gotta stick together

Keep your head up nothing lasts forever

Here's to the damned to the lost and forgotten

Its hard to get high when you're living on the bottom.

Oh, oh, we are all misfits living in a world on fire

Oh, oh, sing it for the people like us, the people like us

Oh, oh you just gotta turn it up loud when the flames get higher

Oh, oh, sing it for the people like us, the people like us

They can't do nothing to you,

They cant do nothing to me

This is the life that we choose

This is the life that we bleed

So throw your fists in the air

Come out come out if you dare

Tonight we're gonna change forever

Everybody loses it, everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes.

Oh people like us we gotta stick together

Keep your head up nothing lasts forever

Heres to the damned to the lost and forgotten

Its hard to get high when you're living on the bottom.

Oh, oh, we are all misfits living in a world on fire

Oh, oh, sing it for the people like us, the people like us

Oh, oh you just gotta turn it up loud when the flames get higher

Oh, oh, sing it for the people like us, the people like us

Oh, oh, we are all misfits living in a world on fire

Oh, oh, sing it for the people like us, the people like us

Oh, oh you just gotta turn it up loud when the flames get higher

Oh, oh, sing it for the people like us, the people like us

"People Like Us"

Kelly Clarkson

Reborn

I want to leave my footprints

On the sands of time

Know there was something there

And something that I left behind

When I leave this world

I'll leave no regrets

Leave something to remember

So they won't forget

I was here

I lived, I loved

I was here

I did, I've done everything that I wanted

And it was more than I thought it would be

I will leave my mark so everyone will know

I was here

I want to say I'll live each day

Until I die

And know that I had something

In somebody's life

The hearts that I have touched

Will be the proof that I leave

That I made a difference

And this world will see

I was here

I lived, I loved

I was here

I did, I've done everything that I wanted

And it was more than I thought it would be

I will leave my mark so everyone will know

I was here

I lived, I loved

I was here

I did, I've done everything that I wanted

And it was more than I thought it would be

I will leave my mark so everyone will know

I was here

I just want them to know

That I gave my all

Did my best

Brought someone to happiness

Left this world a little better

Just because

I was here

I was here

I lived, I loved

I was here

I did, I've done everything that I wanted

And it was more than I thought it would be

I wanna leave my mark so everyone will know

I was here

I lived, I loved

I was here

I did, I've done

I was here

I lived, I loved

I was here

I did, I've done

I was here

"I was here"

Beyonce

This is my time and I'll get it

(I hope, please please please)

I want this more than life

Belief in the breeze,

The smoky morning haze.

The sun on her face,

and the touch of lovers' hands.

The pain that comes today,

Is here, then goes away.

And we are homeward bound,

And I,

I want this more than life,

I want this more than life,

I want this more than life.

To touch something real,

Will help your wounds heal,

Like the sun on your face,

The dreams of starry nights.

And we are homeward bound,

And I,

I want this more than life,

I want this more than life,

I want this more than life

I want this more than life.

More than life 

Whitley

"Follow your passion, we're often told. But how do you find your passion? Let me put it another way: what is it that breaks your heart about the world? It's there that you begin to find what moves you. If you want to find your passion, surrender to your heartbreak. Your heartbreak points towards a truer north — and it's the difficult journey towards it that is, in the truest sense, no mere passing idyllic infatuation, but enduring, tempestuous passion (...)

A life well lived isn't partytime with the airheads at the McClubs in Ibiza. And here's the inconvenient truth: it's going to take more than the tired old refrains of hard work, dedication, commitment, and perseverance. It's going to take very real heartbreak, sorrow, grief, and disappointment. Only you can decide how much is too much. Is it worth it?(...)"   

http://blogs.hbr.org/haque/2013/01/how_to_have_a_year_that_matter.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+harvardbusiness%2Fhaque+%28Umair+Haque+on+HBR.org%29

"Sem trabalho nada se consegue" 
Só que isto já é trabalho a mais, eu não vou desistir mas dêem-me tempo to grief all those hours of hard work, sacrifices, and dreaming, dreaming is the worst because, when you fall it's really, really hard to get up, specially when isn't your first.
We've to though, to get up I mean, because we can't quit " I want this more than life"

But I do...

Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels
But I do
Turn the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song
But I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late
But you got here early and you stand and wave
I walk to you
You pull my chair out and help me in
And you don't know how nice that is
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I’m funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

You said you never met one girl who
Had as many James Taylor records as you
But I do
We tell stories and you don't know why
I'm coming off a little shy
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I’m funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

And we walked down the block, to my car
And I almost brought him up
But you start to talk about the movies
That your family watches every single Christmas
And I want to talk about that
And for the first time
What's past is past

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I’m funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

"Begin Again
Taylor Swift"

vá la...

ALL I WANT THIS YEAR IS THIS

ALL I WANT IS TO FEEL ALIVE

Tudo o que eu quero para este ano é: 
Quero acima de tudo medicina, quero fazer parte deste grande curso e desta grande universidade
Quero o numero de telefone do rapaz que esta sempre na biblioteca a estudar ao mesmo tempo que eu
Quero viajar, dançar, experienciar
Quero encontrar a pessoa que me faça perder 5 min todos os dias a olhar para ela e a pensar "que sorte"
Quero conhecer, aprender
Quero ir ao meu WEI de medicina 
Quero ir passar o natal a casa com a minha família
Quero passar os meus anos com os meus amigos de Portugal e os ante anos com os meus amigos daqui
Quero passar a passagem de ano a ver o fogo de artificio português e as semanas antes do natal a ver as decorações da rue de sainte-catherine
Quero passar as semanas de janeiro a estudar descontraidamente sabendo que não tenho nenhum concours para passar, e os dias do ano a estudar a tarde e a ter as noites para mim para tocar guitarra, para estar/falar com as pessoas importantes que ficaram em standby estes últimos dois anos
Quero entrar para a equipa de andebol da universidade (sinto falta de fazer parte de algo, como quando estava nos escuteiros)
Quero ir passar fins de semana a paris, e a outras cidades francesas, quero ver os chateaux e o palais de verseilles
Quero visitar o louvre e perceber porque é que a Monalisa não tem sobrancelhas 
Quero ir a concertos, quero ver the cure, linkin park (sera que e este ano?) e tantos outros

Quero viver, aprender, estando próximo das pessoas importantes aproveitando o melhor dos dois países a que pertenço (sim porque eu já pertenço aquela universidade depois de passar a maioria do meu tempo la fechada)

Bom ano a todos e desculpem a minha ausência deste semestre e a ausência que ai vem no próximo, mas depois vai ser diferente. 

"Será que vale a pena? Tudo vale a pena quando a alma não é pequena"

                                                                                                      Fernando Pessoa

Sombrio

O blog estava demasiado sombrio para o meu gosto. Já tinha idealizado este design mais ainda não tinha tido tempo de o fazer. 

Tenho tanto tanto para escrever, tenho de arranjar tempo.....

.......Amanhã é quinta-feiraaaa, gosto tanto das quintas agora ^^

Technology (escrito a julho de 2012)

"Technology is a way of organizing the universe so that man doesn't have to experience it."  Max Frisch

Eu tive o meu ipo touch com 15/16 anos. 

A minha irmã de 10 anos quer um ipod. E o meu primo de 8 tem um ipod touch. 

O meu primeiro telemóvel tinha um retângulo de 2 cm de largura.

A minha irmã de 12 anos tem um telemóvel touch e diz :"eu já o tenho há quase um ano!". 

Aqui está a coisa, as tecnologias são uma porcaria, sobretudo porque vivemos o nosso dia a confiar nelas e depois....  Elas enganam-se. 

Eu nunca achei grande piada aos filmes românticos onde um rapaz e uma rapariga (além de terem a paciência de o fazer por cartas, que trabalheira) marcavam encontros para um determinado dia a uma determinada hora. Aquilo para mim nunca fez sentido nenhum, então e se a rapariga partisse um pé pelo caminho? (porque nestes filmes é só isso que elas fazem, andar, falar, cozer e escrever cartas ridículas com muitos inhos e palavras de bebés) Ou se o rapaz tivesse de ir trabalhar com o pai a ultima da hora? (claro que eles podiam fazer aquilo que lhes desse na real gana).

Mas a verdade é que marcar coisas com pessoas por mensagens e elas serem entregues no dia seguinte, pode dar muitos problemas. Sobretudo se for assim durante uma semana inteira, porque isso resulta em: não se ver a pessoa em questão, e deixa la chateada conosco a achar que andamos a brincar com os seus sentimentos (dramatismo/inseguranças). 

Nos filmes, eles não podem dar-se ao trabalho com inseguranças parvas o máximo que podem pensar é que a rapariga tropeçou num ramo e caiu num poço, mas nada de inseguranças!

Agora o que é que é suposto eu fazer?!

Andei a jogar matraquilhos com uns amigos das minhas irmãs (é por isso que certas e determinadas pessoas pensam que eu gosto de crianças ao ponto de me dizer que devia ir para educadora de infância O.o claro que não me conhecem minimamente) e os rapazes não sabiam jogar nada de jeito porque, em vez de andarem a jogar aquilo com os amigos desde pequenos, eles têm algo mais interessante e que permite fazer muito mais exercício: PLAYSTATION III. Eu não tenho nada contra a playstation, também gosto de jogar, digamos é que ficar um dia fechado em casa a jogar horas e horas a fio (já falo como a minha avó) não é lá muito produtivo. 

Em conclusão: o raio das tecnologias devem ser usadas com equilíbrio coisa que nós fazemos cada vez menos.  

Estes dias foram tão bons, à parte das discussões diárias com o meu pai (habitual) os dias passados na piscina a nadar ou a estudar ao sol (sim consegui estudar!!), as parvoíces com as minhas irmãs, os cafés, as saídas (os pedidos de casamento --'), os shots de água (estávamos bonitos estávamos), as queijadinhas (devo ter engordado 3 quilos amanha recomeço a corrida do final da tarde), o conhecimento de pessoas novas e o começo de novas amizades, os encontros e desencontros, enfim... as minhas primeiras semanas de verão já la vão, resta me um mês (mais coisa menos coisa), e passaram tão, tão rápido.

Não sei mesmo o que fazer agora, eu sei que tenho de ver

aquilo que quero mas e se eu estiver inclinada metade/metade?  

E se em vez de ser medo é vontade de estar e se em vez de

vontade de estar é vontade de ter vontade de estar?!